Saturday, July 11, 2009
Update My Life
sorry for the delay my phones internet no longer allows me to sign in lol
but since im back in L.A. for a few days i figured id write.....
wellp
Im Auditioning @ Disney tomorrow with Mario
i wouldnt really be tripping but like a week or two ago
i fucked up my back running -_-
so i havent danced since and im still having some pain
so i dont know how itll go but ill give to the best of my ability.......
as for me nothings REALLY been going on
just been enjoying my break, MAJORLY
Doing alot of the going out smoking in drinkin
which deserves another -_-
EX: since the 4th of july ive been home like 3 FULL
days if that which is completely Ridic.
and it wouldve been less had ive gone out
tonight and yesterday so But a bitch was tired
so i had to flake
plus i think an audition is way more important
and i need that rest
to look like im atleast performing with
some sort of decency LMAAAAAOOOOoo
"Yeaaaahhh Baaaaby" TIny
Whats in store for this week?
possibly Harry Potter
DON'T JUDGE ME
next week ill be 19 which will feel no diff from18 -_-
but the money and gifts will feel excellent
Plans for Next Semester Considering
if i should take academics kuz i kinda dont want to
if i do im only doing tues/thurs at mission
wellp as far as i kan think thats pretty much
all the random ness i have stored at this time
but soon as i have anything else ill be sure to
update my dreary life again lmao....
sincerely
JaeDaKid..... : lol
Monday, June 22, 2009
Lifes Journey[unedited]
But there's this boy lol..... [confessions of a "Rule"]
So this poem was inspired by him or my situation with him
Or lack there of -__-
At a loss for words I am
Im back were I began
Starting over on that old path
The road to desperation?
Nah!!! a different destination
One that of a hopeless romantic.
With optimism in mind
I carry my knapsack of bad baggage
That causes me to back track
To bad lands and terrible habits.
Falling for anything I trip
Get bruised and scratches
That never seal, unhealable wounds
That leave me lost and confused
Until I find my self back at the entrance.
Distant from love,
And far from my mission
But I continue back down the path
Hoping to find that I
Kan make we
Because solo just aint my thing
Or perhaps was and just played out.
Mouth dried like prunes or raisins
My heart hasn't seen sun in days
And is dying from dehydration
But I keep pushing forth
As if deprivation hasn't set in.
attempting to reach an exit of some sort
I begin unloading the luggage on my back
That was resting so comfortably
Realizing all that shit was no comfort to me
Just making the already difficult
Impossible to reach.
looking off into the end of the tunnel
I see light as I juggle the task
Of releasing unneeded ways of my past
Making it easier to grasp the unimaginable.
Although I've come a long way
yet am I to arrive
But at least im getting farther
And this journey is getting harder
Halfway dead heart in hand
but I still stand alive......
By JaeDaKid
Monday, June 15, 2009
Chillin in Van Nuys
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Its Been too long....
blown w/ Chris Tierrah Antonio and perisse.... but enough about all
that.... lol
So while I haven't been blogging I've been....
Working on me and so far im loving everything...
From the choices I make in life to my physical
Im pretty content and I wanna strive for more.
Im gonna work as hard as I can to better me and
How I feel about me.....
Hopefully in doing that everything will just follow...
As far as dance I haven't had the time or money
To get into it as I've wanted but hopefully ill be able to.
I've been teaching @ a skool for some coins but
Nothing serious....
I guess im @ a point where im just happy with everything.
Although I don't know what I want for my future
Im happy with the way my present has been going
So praying only good things will be waiting for me
Sincerely,
JaeDaKid
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Paris is Burning
This Documentary is such an inspiration
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
LAMC.....
im supposed to be getting ready for my final but thats not happening
pretty much just lookin at dance videos etc
while tierrah and perisse type up their paper
which i probably shoulda done but just didnt kare at this point
im awaiting this shit to be over so i can go home
kuz Lamc is mad played out this point.....
well i guess were about to push
so ill post the next time i can.......
dueces
JAEDAKID!!!!!!

