But there's this boy lol..... [confessions of a "Rule"]
So this poem was inspired by him or my situation with him
Or lack there of -__-
At a loss for words I am
Im back were I began
Starting over on that old path
The road to desperation?
Nah!!! a different destination
One that of a hopeless romantic.
With optimism in mind
I carry my knapsack of bad baggage
That causes me to back track
To bad lands and terrible habits.
Falling for anything I trip
Get bruised and scratches
That never seal, unhealable wounds
That leave me lost and confused
Until I find my self back at the entrance.
Distant from love,
And far from my mission
But I continue back down the path
Hoping to find that I
Kan make we
Because solo just aint my thing
Or perhaps was and just played out.
Mouth dried like prunes or raisins
My heart hasn't seen sun in days
And is dying from dehydration
But I keep pushing forth
As if deprivation hasn't set in.
attempting to reach an exit of some sort
I begin unloading the luggage on my back
That was resting so comfortably
Realizing all that shit was no comfort to me
Just making the already difficult
Impossible to reach.
looking off into the end of the tunnel
I see light as I juggle the task
Of releasing unneeded ways of my past
Making it easier to grasp the unimaginable.
Although I've come a long way
yet am I to arrive
But at least im getting farther
And this journey is getting harder
Halfway dead heart in hand
but I still stand alive......
By JaeDaKid
